It is one thing to be alone and another to be alone and in stress. For most, duty follows by age. None is an exception unless you find yourself in midst of the those responsible individuals. But the exceptions do not make a rule nor can they afford to be an exception unless they need a respectable life.

Let us not get into those deepest of the water to investigate our case. One will not understand others feelings and emotions unless he experiences it himself to fully appreciate the repercussions of it. I always envy those people who live the life of an angel in the heaven. Things always happen at the apt time. For me it all seemed to happen, but not when I really need it. I used to get an 'A' grade in the high school, a bike that my father sponsored, a job (that I refused to join) and many more. I used to feel lucky until now when I realized that things never happened the way I wanted it to or am I too fast to expect things to happen all at once? I do not have the answers to these question. Right now I feel as though I am in the midst of something lonely in the dark - In the midst of the night ...